Yesterday was a fairly stressful day, I had my mental health assessment - yep, on a Sunday! It was at the new mental health facility, which has been built on the site of an old hospital, one I used to visit regularly in my ambulance days.
I was shattered when I came home, I'd been stressed for a few days so of course, the stress came out today. I woke up feeling rotten this morning, my whole body was aching, that's what can happen if you bottle up stress. So, needless to say, I've had a very quiet day. I've read some stuff on clinical depression, I had most of the symptoms and had never realised how bad my depression was. Well you don't, you just keep going. And I'd still be in a stew were it not for the new doctor, it was he who realised that I needed to be properly assessed. Anyway I will have to be weaned off my current meds, and then start the new ones, and of course then wait to see if they work.
I also have to make enquiries about the ground floor flat. I saw my neighbour on Saturday, his son brought him back to the flat to pick up some clothes. It was good to see him again, and to say a proper goodbye, although the residential home he's gone to is about ten minutes away. He looked a lot better, and I'm sure that having company will do him the world of good. I'm finding just the thought of moving daunting, although if it all works out then at least I am only going downstairs!
Right, that's all for tonight. Tomorrow I need to source some thatch material, may try the faux fur method first. Going to have an early night. Thanks for stopping by.