Bit of an up and down day, in spite of the sunny day I didn't feel up to facing the world so tucked myself away in the flat. I said to my sister yesterday that it didn't feel 'real', and she said she felt the same. So much goes on after a death that you barely have time to think, or let things sink in. I felt it a bit more today as I was fixing brunch it hit me that I was now cooking for one. Tomorrow is going to be a busy day, have to contact the housing association to see when they are coming to see me, then take stuff to the recycling centre, the first of many trips! And get some shopping. I'm developing a new routine, that was helped by having my sister here, they have an odd meal routine! But that was good as it stopped me brooding, and let me fall into their timetable. I've lost half a stone, and that is without trying, but then I do need to lose some weight, with not being able to get much exercise the pounds have piled on. I am eating, just need to adjust the portion sizes. Sleep is rubbish, I go to sleep then wake up, start worrying, so can't get back to sleep, then calm down and drift off by which time the sun is coming up!
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